Thursday, December 27, 2012

A Love Poem


I no longer see the person this was written for.
I keep a journal sometimes.  Going through it, I decided to post this poem I wrote.
My writing reminds me what was lost but was created when two agreed to try to love another.  
This poem is a testimony that not all was wasted, and there is a new resonance in my heart that nothing else could teach.


What It Feels Like To Love

I live to see the love in your eyes,
I love having you to give my love to,
It makes it all worthwhile, to share, to be shared,
to be used up in
The fire of loving and being loved.
The air is sweeter breathed by two,
The earth feels so solid and true walked on by two,
The water flows like music feels,
The sun shines iridescent sparkles in the reflections seen together,
Only the heart sees what is important.
The senses are service to the soul through the heart.
In your arms, nothing moves but that we move.
Time depends on touching you.
As we kiss, unaware, objects swirl into being and disappear.

Contemplation on Dark Energy


Notes and Contemplations.

What if:
Dark energy is what creates the illusion of time.
It is the evidence of alternate universes.
Which if they exist, do so in a way inaccessible to our senses, and so are “dark” to us, from one universe's perspective.
Because, if we imagine the premise that;
if we have choices, and no time (if time doesn't exist), then all the choices must exist at once. So a choice can be selected from this list. If there are six dimensions, then six choices exist at most at any given turning point in a string of events.
It seems to me that time is an effect created by the appearance of movement between choices which all exist like a solid, through which we move.
Imagine a movie on a DVD. Stack six movies on top of each other and you have a single one you are experiencing, with six others you are not, available at certain event connections.
A lifetime is a direction, not a length of time.
It is the direction that counts, the intention - the will, developed with experience.

We create the illusion of time to dip into experience at selected points and interact with it in ways we couldn't if we were aware of all of existence at once, which would include all choices, and then not allow us to develop a method of making meaningful choices.

Why make a universe so that awareness can develop in such a way as to be able to make choices? Probably so that we can see our reflection in the choices we make and in experiencing the effects of the choices others make. This would create another level/type of awareness previously impossible to achieve. It might be how a God would see His movement in the universe—by reflection in the creation. If the creation were inanimate and choiceless, there would be no way to see the effect of choices on matter and events.

Train Engine Device

 
A Device To Be Designed For Use On The Front Of a Train Engine To Prevent Injury And Death Due To Collision

by Laurie J. Goetz
October 9, 2012

Description:
A relatively long projection protruding from the front of an engine in the direction of travel, which serves mainly the function as a warning of an impending collision. This would be a function similar to the old “Cow Catcher” attached to the front of an engine, which simply keeps the cow from going under the train and pushes it to one side or the other, while the cow can still be severely injured or killed by the impact. But this device is lighter and smaller and may not entirely push something heavy away, like a car. Rather, it is intended to serve the function of the train horn/whistle, or the gate that comes down at an intersection to warn traffic and pedestrians from being on the tracks in the next minute or so. As an early warning, giving time for the traffic to move off the tracks.

The projection would be designed to be relatively easily collapsable upon impact, and made to fly away from the wheels of the train if it hit something, (rather than go under the wheels, unless, of course, it was designed to do this to help stop or slow down the train.) It would also be something that at a high speed would not be likely to pierce right through a person or animal, so the leading edge would be rather wide and soft. It could be like a flag, or collapsable sign.

It could be as long as a block ahead of the train, with its own support on wheels, kind of like a little cabboose but in the front.

It could even be like a small car with a driver, and cameras placed so that it can deploy any safety measures very quickly. The front would be made entirely of something that would catch and hold or carry a person. Imagine a stunt man preparing to jump off of a building, what he puts at the bottom, would be like what is at the front of this car, and it would also have a leading edge that carried deployable air-bags or foam. This would protect the Engineer, as well. And the whole thing would be attached to a very long connector that would slide under the front of the rest of the train, while providing resistance to slow the car down.

Intention:
Our community has had several train collisions over the last few years, and the last killed an eleven-year-old boy who was walking to school in the morning, inattentively walking across the tracks at a gated intersection which had lights, bells, and signs. The gate went down, preventing cars from crossing, but did not go down over the sidewalk. The boy was probably using some music device and wearing a hood over his head. The community has placed signs on the sidewalk and next to the sidewalk, but no gate goes down preventing someone from walking across the sidewalk.

The neighborhood doesn't like the train horns because there is housing right up to the tracks and so often trains have been told to be silent, and signs have been posted saying so, but now they use their horns again. However, the horn was not enough to prevent a woman from becoming stopped on the tracks while waiting for the street light to change, since there is a main street running right along the tracks on one side. She jumped out and a stranger helped to rescue two children from the back who were strapped into car seats, but he became injured himself.

It seems as though the problem is that many people are unaware that a train cannot stop in any comparable distance to a car or truck, yet a train uses a similar-sounding horn to a truck, but which is simply louder than other vehicles. However, the loudness appears the same from farther away, and so it can sound just like a horn on a truck, from a distance that is still dangerous and the train cannot always stop within this distance. (The distance from when a train horn sounds as loud as the average truck horn.)

Education that trains cannot stop easily would help. Perhaps this could be part of the regular television programming that discusses seasonal risks, like checking your dryer vents for clogging, having a working smoke detector, and slowing down around schools when school starts. Often, television shows discuss how to prepare for driving in bad weather as seasons change and this could be part of that kind of discussion.

However, with Ipods and the common use of earbuds, texting while driving, texting while walking and other distractions have made a train horn much less noticeable.
So, we have the gate and bells and signs, we have the train horn, and we have the train driver who can apply brakes. We could add to this, education of pedestrians and drivers about the stopping (or lack of) distance of a train. And yet there are still accidents. We have a busy downtown area, and a park, a bike trail, and a major street all adjacent to our train track, which comes right from the major city next to our neighborhood, which comes from the harbor just east of here, and often the trains are really loaded down with double-stacked crates of goods and materials. I live close enough to hear any accidents that occur on the intersection where the child died. It is across the street from a busy shopping center, and on several bus lines with people waiting at bus stops on both sides. So there are many additional distractions from lots of traffic and people.

There could be a gate that sweeps across the intersection just before the train arrives, strong enough to push a person or animal off the tracks, but only where the sidewalks are. It could be collapsable if it was hit by the train, so the train would not derail. This could save a life, but a person might be injured by the gate itself, yet avoid getting entirely run over by the train.

I think an engineer could design an extended “bumper” for a train, that would slide under the bottom of the train and provide just enough resistance to an object the size of the average person so as to prevent them from dying from the impact of a moving train. This bumper could also help to engage the brakes in the case of the driver also being inattentive at the moment a person were to run onto the tracks. The bumper would be rounded to tend to push things away from getting under the wheels, but also would move under the train itself as it hit something, to slow the impact with the train. This would have its limitations, since if the train was travelling extremely fast, it would have to be very long for it to prevent a death, and it would only work for certain situations. It might only be an advance warning of the train as it is already trying to slow down.

You could also put this “bumper” under the train track, and it would go up as the train approaches, and then fold down between the tracks as it approaches the intersection. It would move along ahead of the train, slow enough not to hurt someone too badly, but just fast enough to help prevent a collision with the train itself going a certain speed. If it was designed to scoop the person and move them in the same direction as the train, it could help to match the speed of the train somewhat so that the eventual impact would be lessened by the speed of the bumper with the person on it.

The idea in both these cases is to make the speed of the two objects less different, so the impact would be lessened. It could not promise to save every life, but only to provide an additional warning of a fast-moving vehicle that cannot stop at the intersection. It might help some people from going under the train wheels, which would lead to much more severe injuries, such as amputation, and cause more problems than if the person were swept aside, however abruptly. And of course, the person might also encounter a vehicle at the road as well, but most likely those vehicles will be stopped at the gate and waiting for the train to pass.

The material used to make this device could be a collapsable metal like aluminum, built like a highway bumper, with lots of honeycombs that would easily squish, or bendable plastic filled with some other collabsable material like foam, sawdust or springs. It could also take the shape of a parachute or canvass that would fold easily and only open up when a sensor indicated an oncoming object. A parachute could also deploy at the end of the train if it was traveling fast enough at the moment braking is required. There could be more elaborate devices that would deploy like foam used on airplane runways, or an air-bag, and these would be installed both on the front of the train, and at the intersections.

The other place a buffer could be put is between the engines, if there are several pulling the train, and between at least several of the first train cars. If there were collision compressing compartments between each of these, any impact would be lessened, for the safety of the train and any passengers in the case of a derailment, or oncoming train, or other unforeseen event leading to an impact. This might not help a pedestrian but may help reduce the total collision force in the case of a large truck or van or other large object being on the tracks. Reducing the collision force would help to protect the cargo, and this would be very important if the cargo were flammable materials. The collision compressing compartments would need to be activated by a sensor, like an air-bag, since the normal connection between the cars would have to be considered, and allowed to compensate, by having the coupling slide under the car for a short distance instead of holding stiff. These functions would all make the train longer, but safer. If the space between each car, and the space in front of and in back of the train were all considered to be safety zones, and designed to collapse and to employ a safety device like foam, then any train wreck would be less costly, cause less damage, and be more repairable.

An additional benefit of any safety measure is that it makes the train company look better in an accident, since that is when a lot of public attention is drawn to the train, how it functions and how things can go wrong, and a lot of news media are filming the train, and discussing these issues. Being proactive about safety, rather than reactive, can be good publicity and can help to reduce insurance costs. Also, any lives saved helps the engineers deal better with the fact that many times accidents cannot be prevented totally, and the engineers require counseling to deal with the trauma of watching helplessly as someone is killed. If the train itself is adapted to at least do something to minimize a potentially devastating accident, this can help with that, and possibly reduce the cost of having an Engineer need extended time off or other medical care.

As a society, we have put so much money into the science of the military to cause injury, and prevent injury to soldiers and police, yet we have done little with our money to fund research to prevent injury of other kinds that occur during peace time. Injury of all kinds puts stress on families, communities and society, and this pressure can add to all the other pressures that lead to the angry forces of war. Why not study these kinds of things and make them be part of re-deploying military science and capability that has so much organization and ability? Then whether it is war-time, or peace-time, the jobs are more secure and help to stabilize the military families, and forces, and there won't be any incentive to continually look for conflict in order to deploy capable people to doing patriotic things for our country.

In addition, any knowledge of how to prevent injury in peace-time can also help prevent injury in war-time. War requires supplies by train and preventing losses due to train accidents helps at this time too.

To offset the cost of the research into the fesability of such a thing, I recommend that plans be sent to The MythBusters, and give them support with train employees and designers, and also old trains and parts so they could really do a great show on it. Then the data could help further any promising findings later on.

Or a contest could be made with a substantial prize, (like a grant or science scholarship to the winner's children, or for themselves). This has worked for other science-based initiatives, because many scientists are hobbyists and will work on problems just for the fun of it, but need an incentive to get started on a project. Offer the prize, an award and some kind of recognition, and also some materials and a place to work, such as unused tracks, and disabled train engines.

A good competition could be a military group of scientists competing against a peace-time group, or some other group that might be like a special-interest group that runs model trains (their contribution could be small-scale workups of the ideas.) Perhaps a group that designs roller-coasters and amusement rides would also be interested, for example.

An additional goal could be ways to help a train to stop more quickly at certain critical intersections. This might be something like truck tires attached to the sides of the train tracks that would automatically engage about a block from the intersection using sensors at the interesction to decide when to deploy. The tires would have their own disc brakes and would press against the train equally on both sides to slow the train down. The train cars might have to be designed to have some kind of continuous surface on which the tires could press. This might not prevent an accident, but just reduce its level of damage/harm.